today

U broke my heart
I know u didn't know
But u did.

friends come and go

I hope we prove the saying wrong
only time will tell.

:|

Anybody can be a doctor but not everyone will be a happy and contented one.
- Anonymous

Now I think I am the former
How long do u think it will take for me to be the latter??

12 hours

YES!
I admit.
That was how much I slept frm y'day.
That is the reason I have the same amount of pending work since y'day.
Can that be the reason why I'm still sleepy??

too little too late

U just do not understand me. And maybe I just do not understand u. Or maybe at one point I guess I just gave up trying to understand because I just can't bend anymore. U cannot blame me for giving up. U cannot guilt me into it. I have tried so hard for so long but when it did matter u took it forgranted. I have sacrificed so much for u. I know u may not realized but I have changed so much as a person since u came along. I'm not saying in a bad way but I just can't go on like this any longer. Sometimes I come up for a breather and that itself becomes an issue. The things I have done for u may seem minute and insignificant to u but if u were in my shoes I cannot even say with confidence u would have done the same for me. U might say that 'of course I would have' but when push comes to shove, only then will the truth reveal itself.

I'm not giving up totally because I still care. But I'm not gonna put that extra effort just because u think I should. But after all the effort I have put into this since the beginning I am trying my best to maintain it til the end. I just need u to try to understand me as the PERSON I am. Accept me as me. If not it's gonna be a longggg few weeks ahead. I will not deny I have changed. But then neither can u.

baby steps

To find oneself

Sometimes U gotta lose urself 1st

I realize I am slowly discovering myself again

ohH how I have missed ME!!

What do I want?

I want OUT