oh woe me

Sigh..i seriously do not know what is wrong with me but recently I have been over forgetful..i mean yeaaa..i am pretty forgetful every other day but these few days it’s just been one incident after another..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sooo gerammm!!!! Yesterday I was looking for my biochem lecture book but I couldn’t find it..so I started thinking..hmmm..who did I lend it to..i mean usually I would remember!!! Ok common gimme a break..my memory aint that bad ok..with the exception of the recent events oK! So I was thinking thinking thinking..trying to retrace my steps..i mean on Friday morning I had my book in my hands..was pretty sure i had it when I was back in hostel..but now it’s not on my table..not on my shelf..I even looked under my bed!! Maybe the boogeyman was bored so took it for some light reading??

I compiled a list of ppl that might have borrowed my book in my head..and when I saw them I asked and all said “no..”..i was giving up hope d..seriously..i was like oh myyyyy..somemore this Friday I got major..so where the hell am I gonna get the notes from..somemore when ur so comfortable with your own notes and handwriting and all..studying from other people’s notes just isn’t the same..it just doesn’t work for me..not saying that their notes aren’t as good in any way..it just isn’t the same laaaa u know..i don’t have a sense of ‘my own’..ya know?? Well if u don’t..dont bother..but if u do..then yeaaa that is exactly how I feel!!!

Then today during physio lec..i sat next to Krishna..and then she took something out of my head and placed something in front of me..MY BIOCHEM BOOK!!!! :) I was stunned for a minute..definitely relieve but more stunned at my forgetfulness..i mean the minute I saw the book I remembered that yesss..she DID come to the room on Friday afternoon!!! But why couldn’t I have remembered that when I was looking high and low for it yesterday..and the worst part..she wasn’t even one of those people on my list to ask if they had borrowed my book..i know it’s no big deal..but just the fact that it occurred was troubling me a lot..dont ask me why..it just did!

Then today..oh man..after microb I was changing my shoes..then I was taking of my lab coat and putting it away in the bag when I realize something just isn’t right!! Where is my jacket???? !!!!!!!!!!! I ran back in my class but it wasn’t there!! I looked on the desk..in the desk..under the desk..on the floor..omG I looked everywhere and it just wasn’t there..!!!! so the only one other possible placeit could be hiding..the café..oh mannnnn..dah la 6.30pm..cafe dah tutup :(

The thing was the first time I left the café I forgot my jacket on the chair but Ed saw it and helped me take it..then since the library wasn’t open so I went back into the café and this time I was the last one leaving SO there was no one left behind to actually help me remember my jacket..sighh..hopefully the lady saw it and kept it for me la..but then seriously she’s not a very nice lady..she’s always in a bad mood and impatient and … but I’m still hopeful..i believe YES especially NOW I do so very the much believe that in every person there is definitely some good so I’m hoping tomorrow her good will outshine her badd..i even rehearsed what I was going to say in Russian so that she will understand me and not get into one of her temper fits..!! please please pleaseee please let her be in an extra good moood tomorrow..

It’s not like a super nice super expensive jacket..but still I lurveee it!! Well I tend to get super attached to what’s mine..regardless of it’s price and bla bla..it’s just the way I am..so when I lose something..may it be a biochem lec notes or my jacket..i get extremelyyyyyyy upset..but I’m hoping that because it is just an ordinary jacket..no exquisite design..not made from some super special super duper exclusive high class material that no one else would have taken it..*crossing fingers*

Worst case scenario that Vignesh put in my head just now..” even if she did find it, I doubt she will give it back to you..” thank you so very much for relieving all my worries and taking that BIG question mark away..*ppl this is what u call sarcasm if u haven’t already noticed* he said it was better to be negative so if I do find it..it’s a PLUS but if I don’t..i have prepared myself for it..but I just cant help it if I have hopeee..faith that the café lady isn’t as bad as she seems..thats why im making an extremely humongous sacrifice tomorrow..im going to wake up extra early to go to uni first b4 I head off to my hospital class and mind you..for the class itself I’m always late..but because of my beloved jacket..well let’s just hope that my sacrifice doesn’t go to waste..my roomie “ Goodluck..not in finding the jacket..but in waking up..*snicker* ” sigh..

Vinodt : Angie..biar laa..maybe it was meant to be..if u didn’t lose it in the café you’d probably have lost it somewhere else..if it was meant to happen you cant stop it..everything has already been pre-programmed to happen in life..just got to learn from it and move on..

I might have probably agreed with him in some other random situations but we are talking about MY jacket now..hopefully some higher power is on my side tomorrow..i promise even if I do find the jacket I won’t lose the lesson!! *drawing a cross over my heart* i will without any doubt whatsoever be more careful..

If you meet an extremely bitter Angie tomorrow..well..i’m sure u can figure out how things went..so ppl please keep my dear jacket in your prayers tonight..poor thing..all alone out there in this cruel cold world..

Til tomorrow..