down 2 and 1 more to go..i studied so hard for my last 2 papers..that now i have totally no mood at all to study for my last one..but memang preplanned from the beginning that my philo paper i was gonna use bits..hehe..*devil horns* just so happens that philo is my last paper..at leats can relax a bit now d..somemore i'm going back in like 3 days so like..i can't focus let alone study for anything..my mind is just set to go home..food home food homee!! msia here i comeee!!
cannot laaa..i can't study for philo..howww?? even normal classes also i don't know how to study..the only way i score even during majors is by copying..if i DO copy i'm not ashamed to say i do coz i can't study it..not that i nv tried it just doesn't stick in the head..u see studying facts is still possible..studying other ppl's opinions especially when their mentality and mine are totally different a bit the difficult la..somemore Russians..their system is..in lecture watever material u get..swallow and vomit out during exams if u want to score..now for subjects like Biochem or Physio it's still ok coz it's facts..it will never deviate from what it is u know..but for Philo..to memorize other ppl's opinions especially when u can't add your own opinions is quite..not just quite..SO impossible..philo is suppose to be very subjective right?? you are suppose to be free to express your own opinions about a certain topic..right?? u can't be wrong if you can give a sound arguement supporting you opinion right?? WRONG!! as long as it states a in lecture and you write b in exam you are WRONG?! stupid?? right?? RIGHT?? i would be stupid to study for something stupid right?? RIGHT! so then i can justify bringing in beads right? RIGHT!
for those of u who did study for this subject don't get me wrong..i'm not calling you stupid..i'm just trying to make myself feel better copying..somemore this is my 1st time doing it here..i admit in msia i have copied b4 even during normal classes here i do copy BUT never during exams..a bit the scared but now IF i don't copy and no matter how much i try to study i know the chances of me just pasisng the paper quite low..plus i know that like 9/10 of my batch this year copied for this subject..sooooooooooooo..those of u that did study i put u in that 1/10 place oK! but considering my group is the last group to sit for this paper and the previous groups some ppl got caught cheating even more scare dnow coz the chances that teachers will be more alert higher BUT still this is like do or fail! and i don't want to fail coz that would mean coming back next sem with one paper pending..no no no!! i want to enjoy my holidaysss and i am SO going to..soooo..i think i have justified my future actionss..so there! *smirk*
ps..anselm i was so surprised to receive ur comment..didnt realize u visited my blog..*grinning proudly* chewaaaahh! lolz!
absence makes the heart grow fonder but in your presence i fall again..or so i assume! LOLZ! i know i like to assume a lot of stuff but hey! wat's wrong with assuming this?? :P
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Funny how things can change so fast…
Like I said a friend is a friend..all the adjectives that describes it just makes the word seem more special but alone it holds the true essence of its meaning which is more than enough for me..I am still your friend whether you want me or not..after all that we have been through u can’t expect me to just walk away..can u? Perhaps as u said not as close as before but still I am here eventhough it might not seem so lately..gimme some time to adjust myself to our new situation..honestly the only reason why I’m still keeping my distance is because I do not know exactly how to act around u..I’ve just gotten so used to the past and how we use to be that now I just need to take a step back and a longgggg deep breath before I can analyze the whole situation and only then when I’m ready..make that hardest first step forward again..just gimme some time k..i’m not mad anymore..really I’m not..I just still need some more time k..but no matter what still friends..always!
The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart ~ Elisabeth Foley
When I saw this quote I was like “Yeaaa..u said it!! Go babeh!!” what I feel inside was put into words when I read this..the physical distance doesn’t necessarily have to distance the friendship..i cannot deny that I was afraid that it might in some way when we parted the 1st time and when we met again in the future it would be like so totally weird..like strangers..but then somehow when we did meet again it was like we were never apart..i was soooo glad!! *grins*
Pssst..u guys know whom I’m referring to right?
I realized recently that my blog has become rather personal and somehow am rather uncomfortable with how public it can be..so gundumamapancakes is going to take a break for a lil while..might have to change my whole perspective of blogging..gonna try to keep it updated but not as personal..u guys want personal details email me at angelina86@gmail.com k or sms me..email preferred tho especially from a certain Siaw Sze hiding away in Adelaide..it’s been a while since I receive anything from u..
On a lighter note..don’t postpone joy..it won’t come knocking on your door every other day..so when it does come don’t turn your back on it..Eve should know what I’m talking about *blush*
My dil goes hmmmmmmmmmm…hehe
email me k guys..my blog is going on vacation..time for it's long-awaited rest..
btw b4 i forget..my exams start next thursday til the 30th so don't forget to pray for me!!!!! i'm gonna need all the prayers that i can get..coz I know I'm gonna be quite the dead..arGh!
The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart ~ Elisabeth Foley
When I saw this quote I was like “Yeaaa..u said it!! Go babeh!!” what I feel inside was put into words when I read this..the physical distance doesn’t necessarily have to distance the friendship..i cannot deny that I was afraid that it might in some way when we parted the 1st time and when we met again in the future it would be like so totally weird..like strangers..but then somehow when we did meet again it was like we were never apart..i was soooo glad!! *grins*
Pssst..u guys know whom I’m referring to right?
I realized recently that my blog has become rather personal and somehow am rather uncomfortable with how public it can be..so gundumamapancakes is going to take a break for a lil while..might have to change my whole perspective of blogging..gonna try to keep it updated but not as personal..u guys want personal details email me at angelina86@gmail.com k or sms me..email preferred tho especially from a certain Siaw Sze hiding away in Adelaide..it’s been a while since I receive anything from u..
On a lighter note..don’t postpone joy..it won’t come knocking on your door every other day..so when it does come don’t turn your back on it..Eve should know what I’m talking about *blush*
My dil goes hmmmmmmmmmm…hehe
email me k guys..my blog is going on vacation..time for it's long-awaited rest..
btw b4 i forget..my exams start next thursday til the 30th so don't forget to pray for me!!!!! i'm gonna need all the prayers that i can get..coz I know I'm gonna be quite the dead..arGh!
Saturday, June 2, 2007
R.I.P
on the 22/03/07 I wrote this :
dev..this is for you..now stop fussing!
During one of our lectures..
dev..this is for you..now stop fussing!
During one of our lectures..
Dev – Psssssttt..Angie...you don’t miss your water til the well runs dry..
Angie – Huh?!?!?! What do u mean???
Dev - Think about it. I’m not going to tell u. Go figure it out yourself!
Angie - ???
Introducing Dev..he likes to make all these weird-out-of-this-world remarks to drive me up the wall trying to find some logic and reason in it..but it usually never contains not even a single pinch of either of these elements..tells a lot about the person who would say such things ehh.. :P
Actually I do get why he said that because in the past I have 'neglected' him here and there but especially when I’m interested in some guy..actually it happened twice..*ooops* how can i forget?? He NEVER let's me forget..but him being my close friend and all would understand..it's not like i completely neglected him..just partially..actually less than partially..he's juz over-sensitive!!! BUT its normal right right??? RIGHT?? Those of u who are reading this should be on MY side..those of you who want to support him can visit his blog which he says will be up soon --> www.roticanaiman.blogspot.com..coming to the nearest computer near u SOON..'soon' in dev’s world is like ‘never’ in the real world..take my word for it!! A few weeks ago he said he would get season 1 of 'six feet under' for me..well guess wat..I'm still waiting..but that's juz Dev..seeeee I accept you for who you are!! friends are suppose to be understanding..take me for example!! *grinning proudly from ear to ear*
Sometimes when I'm too caught up daydreaming about ... I just need a reality check and i think he takes pleasure in that especially when i refuseeee crying and grabbing everything i can get my hands on to stop him from dragging me back to reality..but he's also the place i can fall back on when the whole world comes crashing down on me..he's MY rock!! :) (jeles?? go find your own rock!)
Our friendship isn't perfect..we have had our childish long non-talking periods..our non-acknowledgeable glances..our dagger-killing stares..our drama sessions..hey!! it's what makes us -US- okay..we're interesting..deal with it if not juz walk away :) he's also seen me at my most vulnerable..at my worst..when im blue..green..orange..yellow..together we can accomplish anything!!! or so we like to dreamm..loLz
Friday, June 1, 2007
are YOU happy?
someone just asked me if i was happy on a scale of 1 to 10 and i said "hmm..u know what?? i AM!!" it's been a while since i felt this way..just so satisfied with life..i gave myself a 8.9..fuu yoo!! angie is happiee yay yay!!! lol!
sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you alwaz expect it to be there..because u can't remember a time when there wasn't..but then one day u feel something else..something that feels wrong because it feels so unfamiliar..then you realize you are happy.
- one tree hill -
dearest waffles..sorrie been bz laa..exams in less than a month..should start studying..yes yes i should..so onlining is bad because once i'm online i seem to procrastinate here like forever just to avoid having to study! so terrible right? yeaaa..that's me! lolz!
seann..i don't really know how to reply your comment la..all i can say is..i AM sad that i seem to have lost a really good fren..it's hard to find someone you can relate to..be close to..share some secrets with..juz hang out..juz somehow click..someone you're not afraid to be yourself with..but in general sometimes when friends get TOO close especially if they are of opposite sex..they sort of enter this gray area where it's hard to define what is exactly right or wrong SO things get complicated especially when they don't see eye to eye..things can get pretty ugly..and somehow the closer you are to the person it seems that the easier it is for him to be angry at u about something so petty..petty for me major to him..like i said we have totally different thinking and all..it is amazing how we actually managed to be close in the 1st place..but everything that starts must have an end..i juz wished the ending didn't have to tarnish the good memories of the past..but being called trash kinda does that and much much more. PEACE. (i'd imagine u now giving yourself a mental note : never refer to angie as trash..if not..now wouldn't be a bad time to start :) )
today was a pretty good day 4 me..pretty good might even be an understatement..hmmm..had more fun than i did in a long long time..seriously..i'm happy!! i was pretty nervous..kinda looking forward 2 it but at the same time dreading it..was afraid i'd make a fool out of myself and all..but even if i did..i had fun doin it..so all's good!! :) and to imagine that i almost cancelled but something just stopped me from doing so and while i was having fun the cramps just seem to disappear but damn! now it's back..but i'm already happie and no cramps are gonna take that away form me!! 8.9 babeh!! don't play play!!
now enough bout me..so tell me something about u..are YOU happy? *winks*
tip : it's good to make others happy especially when you feel happy doing so..nothing beats this feeling..try it!
sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you alwaz expect it to be there..because u can't remember a time when there wasn't..but then one day u feel something else..something that feels wrong because it feels so unfamiliar..then you realize you are happy.
- one tree hill -
dearest waffles..sorrie been bz laa..exams in less than a month..should start studying..yes yes i should..so onlining is bad because once i'm online i seem to procrastinate here like forever just to avoid having to study! so terrible right? yeaaa..that's me! lolz!
seann..i don't really know how to reply your comment la..all i can say is..i AM sad that i seem to have lost a really good fren..it's hard to find someone you can relate to..be close to..share some secrets with..juz hang out..juz somehow click..someone you're not afraid to be yourself with..but in general sometimes when friends get TOO close especially if they are of opposite sex..they sort of enter this gray area where it's hard to define what is exactly right or wrong SO things get complicated especially when they don't see eye to eye..things can get pretty ugly..and somehow the closer you are to the person it seems that the easier it is for him to be angry at u about something so petty..petty for me major to him..like i said we have totally different thinking and all..it is amazing how we actually managed to be close in the 1st place..but everything that starts must have an end..i juz wished the ending didn't have to tarnish the good memories of the past..but being called trash kinda does that and much much more. PEACE. (i'd imagine u now giving yourself a mental note : never refer to angie as trash..if not..now wouldn't be a bad time to start :) )
today was a pretty good day 4 me..pretty good might even be an understatement..hmmm..had more fun than i did in a long long time..seriously..i'm happy!! i was pretty nervous..kinda looking forward 2 it but at the same time dreading it..was afraid i'd make a fool out of myself and all..but even if i did..i had fun doin it..so all's good!! :) and to imagine that i almost cancelled but something just stopped me from doing so and while i was having fun the cramps just seem to disappear but damn! now it's back..but i'm already happie and no cramps are gonna take that away form me!! 8.9 babeh!! don't play play!!
now enough bout me..so tell me something about u..are YOU happy? *winks*
tip : it's good to make others happy especially when you feel happy doing so..nothing beats this feeling..try it!
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