2 down & 1 more to go~

down 2 and 1 more to go..i studied so hard for my last 2 papers..that now i have totally no mood at all to study for my last one..but memang preplanned from the beginning that my philo paper i was gonna use bits..hehe..*devil horns* just so happens that philo is my last paper..at leats can relax a bit now d..somemore i'm going back in like 3 days so like..i can't focus let alone study for anything..my mind is just set to go home..food home food homee!! msia here i comeee!!

cannot laaa..i can't study for philo..howww?? even normal classes also i don't know how to study..the only way i score even during majors is by copying..if i DO copy i'm not ashamed to say i do coz i can't study it..not that i nv tried it just doesn't stick in the head..u see studying facts is still possible..studying other ppl's opinions especially when their mentality and mine are totally different a bit the difficult la..somemore Russians..their system is..in lecture watever material u get..swallow and vomit out during exams if u want to score..now for subjects like Biochem or Physio it's still ok coz it's facts..it will never deviate from what it is u know..but for Philo..to memorize other ppl's opinions especially when u can't add your own opinions is quite..not just quite..SO impossible..philo is suppose to be very subjective right?? you are suppose to be free to express your own opinions about a certain topic..right?? u can't be wrong if you can give a sound arguement supporting you opinion right?? WRONG!! as long as it states a in lecture and you write b in exam you are WRONG?! stupid?? right?? RIGHT?? i would be stupid to study for something stupid right?? RIGHT! so then i can justify bringing in beads right? RIGHT!

for those of u who did study for this subject don't get me wrong..i'm not calling you stupid..i'm just trying to make myself feel better copying..somemore this is my 1st time doing it here..i admit in msia i have copied b4 even during normal classes here i do copy BUT never during exams..a bit the scared but now IF i don't copy and no matter how much i try to study i know the chances of me just pasisng the paper quite low..plus i know that like 9/10 of my batch this year copied for this subject..sooooooooooooo..those of u that did study i put u in that 1/10 place oK! but considering my group is the last group to sit for this paper and the previous groups some ppl got caught cheating even more scare dnow coz the chances that teachers will be more alert higher BUT still this is like do or fail! and i don't want to fail coz that would mean coming back next sem with one paper pending..no no no!! i want to enjoy my holidaysss and i am SO going to..soooo..i think i have justified my future actionss..so there! *smirk*

ps..anselm i was so surprised to receive ur comment..didnt realize u visited my blog..*grinning proudly* chewaaaahh! lolz!

absence makes the heart grow fonder but in your presence i fall again..or so i assume! LOLZ! i know i like to assume a lot of stuff but hey! wat's wrong with assuming this?? :P