Saturday, June 2, 2007

R.I.P

on the 22/03/07 I wrote this :

dev..this is for you..now stop fussing!


During one of our lectures..

Dev – Psssssttt..Angie...you don’t miss your water til the well runs dry..

Angie – Huh?!?!?! What do u mean???

Dev - Think about it. I’m not going to tell u. Go figure it out yourself!

Angie - ???


Introducing Dev..he likes to make all these weird-out-of-this-world remarks to drive me up the wall trying to find some logic and reason in it..but it usually never contains not even a single pinch of either of these elements..tells a lot about the person who would say such things ehh.. :P

Actually I do get why he said that because in the past I have 'neglected' him here and there but especially when I’m interested in some guy..actually it happened twice..*ooops* how can i forget?? He NEVER let's me forget..but him being my close friend and all would understand..it's not like i completely neglected him..just partially..actually less than partially..he's juz over-sensitive!!! BUT its normal right right??? RIGHT?? Those of u who are reading this should be on MY side..those of you who want to support him can visit his blog which he says will be up soon --> www.roticanaiman.blogspot.com..coming to the nearest computer near u SOON..'soon' in dev’s world is like ‘never’ in the real world..take my word for it!! A few weeks ago he said he would get season 1 of 'six feet under' for me..well guess wat..I'm still waiting..but that's juz Dev..seeeee I accept you for who you are!! friends are suppose to be understanding..take me for example!! *grinning proudly from ear to ear*

Sometimes when I'm too caught up daydreaming about ... I just need a reality check and i think he takes pleasure in that especially when i refuseeee crying and grabbing everything i can get my hands on to stop him from dragging me back to reality..but he's also the place i can fall back on when the whole world comes crashing down on me..he's MY rock!! :) (jeles?? go find your own rock!)

Our friendship isn't perfect..we have had our childish long non-talking periods..our non-acknowledgeable glances..our dagger-killing stares..our drama sessions..hey!! it's what makes us -US- okay..we're interesting..deal with it if not juz walk away :) he's also seen me at my most vulnerable..at my worst..when im blue..green..orange..yellow..together we can accomplish anything!!! or so we like to dreamm..loLz

a lot of things can change in 3 months and now on the 02/06/07 our friendship is officially over. go figure. may it RIP.

2 comments:

  1. Funny how things can change so fast..Im only human, i make mistakes..the mistakes we make bend us to perfection..but how perfect is perfect? its all over in the end..we had our good times and the bad..thinking about the bad times..blaming each other and being angry is not how i am gona remember our friendship..cherishing the good times we shared together..tats how im gona move on.And i thank u for being ter in all those beautiful moments in my life..sorry i cudnt give u wat u wanted in the end.Just remember true friendship never ends..i know after time we can be friends again..we wudnt be that close perhaps..but does it matter?

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