someone just asked me if i was happy on a scale of 1 to 10 and i said "hmm..u know what?? i AM!!" it's been a while since i felt this way..just so satisfied with life..i gave myself a 8.9..fuu yoo!! angie is happiee yay yay!!! lol!
sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you alwaz expect it to be there..because u can't remember a time when there wasn't..but then one day u feel something else..something that feels wrong because it feels so unfamiliar..then you realize you are happy.
- one tree hill -
dearest waffles..sorrie been bz laa..exams in less than a month..should start studying..yes yes i should..so onlining is bad because once i'm online i seem to procrastinate here like forever just to avoid having to study! so terrible right? yeaaa..that's me! lolz!
seann..i don't really know how to reply your comment la..all i can say is..i AM sad that i seem to have lost a really good fren..it's hard to find someone you can relate to..be close to..share some secrets with..juz hang out..juz somehow click..someone you're not afraid to be yourself with..but in general sometimes when friends get TOO close especially if they are of opposite sex..they sort of enter this gray area where it's hard to define what is exactly right or wrong SO things get complicated especially when they don't see eye to eye..things can get pretty ugly..and somehow the closer you are to the person it seems that the easier it is for him to be angry at u about something so petty..petty for me major to him..like i said we have totally different thinking and all..it is amazing how we actually managed to be close in the 1st place..but everything that starts must have an end..i juz wished the ending didn't have to tarnish the good memories of the past..but being called trash kinda does that and much much more. PEACE. (i'd imagine u now giving yourself a mental note : never refer to angie as trash..if not..now wouldn't be a bad time to start :) )
today was a pretty good day 4 me..pretty good might even be an understatement..hmmm..had more fun than i did in a long long time..seriously..i'm happy!! i was pretty nervous..kinda looking forward 2 it but at the same time dreading it..was afraid i'd make a fool out of myself and all..but even if i did..i had fun doin it..so all's good!! :) and to imagine that i almost cancelled but something just stopped me from doing so and while i was having fun the cramps just seem to disappear but damn! now it's back..but i'm already happie and no cramps are gonna take that away form me!! 8.9 babeh!! don't play play!!
now enough bout me..so tell me something about u..are YOU happy? *winks*
tip : it's good to make others happy especially when you feel happy doing so..nothing beats this feeling..try it!
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