rejected.

sigh..

first i read jane's blog and i was so touched..hahaha..see how i make it a ritual to read ur blog??? i juz dont leave comments as often! :P then i wanted to read manda's blog and i couldn't!! why?? *sob* because i wasn't invited..although majority of the pieces of my heart are still scattered on the floor..the pieces that i have already picked up and meticulously 'loved' back together have yet again broken into evennn smaller pieces..sigh i'm gonna have to buy supersuperglue to mend my heart now..love just aint enough anymore :(

okok a bit overdramatic i know but after a long day and then suddenly being rejected out of my own's fren's blog..i have every right to be dramatic!!i'm on the brink of depression..sigh..i was wondering how i could request to be invited..but somehow i don't know how?!?!oh sounds so desperate right?? but then manda's blogg have always give me inspiration..words that gimme courage to tackle any obstacle in my path..with style i might add *grins* u can't take that away from me :( the lil perks of online-ing gonna go down the drain..so darlin manda plz add me ASAP!! need to read ur words of wisdom LA..if not how how HOW am i gonna get through this week..let alone this year..it's only monday and i feel tired and burned out..still got 5 more days to go b4 saturday comes knocking on my door once again..

sigh..