Do not judge me if u don’t know what I’m going through..do not judge me even if u do..judge me only if ur willing to go through it with me.
There are memories which linger in the room where I live..memories I only want to dig a hole and hide away from..memories which creep up behind me when I least expect it to..memories I want to bury so it would leave me alone..memories I somehow still can’t quite let go off.
But yesterday I realized it doesn’t help to run away from the room coz it wasn’t the room to begin with..they were in my head.
Call me stupid. Call me dumb. Call me naïve. Call me whatever comes to your head because I’m probably thinking the same thing about myself too but yet I still can’t seem to let go. Help me. I want to I just don’t know how.
There are days which are good. There are days which are bad. I’m just waiting for the time when I can expect each day to be just as good as the next. I’m optimistic. That’s a start, ain’t it?
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