After reading an email from a very dear friend of mine whom I hold so very close to my heart and whose blog helps me through the toughest of days in ways she will never realize, I have realized just how far I have slipped away. I never wanted to get caught in the current and dragged this far but I suck at keeping in touch as these longgg 4 years have proven.
This blog was set up to bridge the distance somehow. To relate my days my feelings my smiles and occasionally my sadness my fears. No man is an island. Somehow along the way I just lost my way and gave up writing. When my reality was too hard for me to accept too hard for me to relive in order to put into words. When I thought words no longer suffice to express what I felt. But how wrong I was.
Her email brought back so many feelings. It been so long since I have felt that rush. It was as if she was hugging me with her words and how I have missed her hugs. She made me feel as if I was right there with her seeing her through the whole thing. Oh how I wish I was in reality. Standing there cheering her on. Giving her the extra support. Sharing with her that special day of hers.
So because of that I have decided to get off my lazy ass. Start facing reality and sharing my words with all of u again. Its the first step to opening my world up to u guys. Eventhough it might not be as interesting as u guys thought it might be or rather as I would like to imagine. It's my life. Welcome back to it! By the way, no one is forcing u to read this. :)
But to u, my special person. It's about time we make sure the years don't pile up one after another before I meet u again. It's been far too long. And although the photoes show what a magnificent woman u have grown into, I would finally like my share of u in person. *hugs*
If only u knew what u meant to me. I love u SOOOO much.
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