house arrest

yesterday i ended my house arrest..self house arrest..ok not really house arrest i was just too lazy to go out..but yesterday i actually dressed up and went out of the house..yes i did..it was such an achievement!! seriously..u dont know how lazy i have been over the past week..juz to get ready to go out..all i do is juz stay home..sleeep..tv..food..tv..sleep..ohhhh..the life that i shall miss oh so much..

then it HIT me..i only have a week left!!! so much to do..so little time..so i summoned my all willpower and went out..yes i did..and i had a greatttt time..

too bad i forgot the house keys..mum wasnt too happy when i woke her up to open the door for me.. *sheepish grin*

the reason i sold my soul

yes i know i said i would nv join facebook

yes i know how much i looked down on facebook THEN

yes i know Ian is so gonna mock me about this

yes i know i said frenster was more than enuf to handle

yes i know i said a lot of things that were very anti-facebook

BUT

facebook held my photoes at ransom!

frens who refused to send it to me any other way except the do-it-urself way

so because i had NO other option

I now have facebook.

what say u?

A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. "House" for instance, is feminine: "la casa." "Pencil," however, is masculine: "el lapiz."

A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?" Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun.

Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computadora" ), because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;

2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;

3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and

4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.

The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be Masculine ("el computador") , because:

1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;

2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;

3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem; and

4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

So what say YOU?

don't let go

i didn't go through with it
i was very tempted tho
i considered it

i'm ridden with guilt..u know how ppl defend themselves saying that sure it is wrong but hell i didnt go through with it..i just thought it..does it make it wrong?? does it?? if it doesnt then why do i still feel this bad? i was this close THIS CLOSE to losing u..i knew if i had done it i wouldnt have had a 2nd chance..i can't even think the thought of losing u let alone consider it and yet i almost did the most stupid thing i could ever possibly have done..everytime the X factor comes into the picture i lose all sense of logic..all sense of myself..the past comes and takes a hold of me..sometimes i feel like i have no control over myself..

the bottom line is i didnt go through with it in the end..but is that really the bottom line?? or is it the fact that its mere possibility crossed my mind the bottom line?? whatever it is i'm sorry.

it's been a while...

it's funny..in the past i always try to stay in kch as long as possible..but somehow this trip towards the last few days i was rather down because my dad kept postponing my trip back to KL..first i was suppose to leave on the 11th then changed it to the 20th and finally on the 21st i dragged him to the airport to buy me a new ticket to leave on that day itself..rushed back home to pack and back to the airport and off i was to KL..finally i'm home..i mean kch will always be home but KL is my home away from home..home is where the heart is and a big part of it is in KL..my brother has grown..i'm impressed..seriously they grow up so fast *tears of joy welling up* reminds me of how old i am *sigh* it feels so good just chilling at home lazing on the couch watching TV with my mum *bliss*

note : i'm NOT saying i didnt enjoy kch..i did i did i did..kch was simply awesome!!! seriously it just rawked my hols..but now i juz need to relax slow down the partying and start mentally preparing myself for russia once again..sigh sigh sigh..

i know i have been neglecting u dear gundumamapancakes but well 'holiday mood' switched on..nuff said?? hehe..i have so many stories to tell but then my mind is like running so much faster than my fingers can type..u know how a picture says a 1000 words? dont u agree?? well i have bad news and good news..good : i do have pics lots n lots (i think) bad : pics aren't with me..lolz..some of them i havent even seen..cant let the world see b4 i m assured it justifies me :) need filtering..u knowww..so u ppl who do have them dont simply put here and there arr!! i know i took some really stupid pics..some which i remember and some which i dont but no matter..i could sue!! :P

eve darlin..being the dentist and all can u explain why my gums hurt a f-ing lot..i did a oper..ectomy (sounds something like that la) meaning he lazered off the gum on top of my wisdom tooth to give it some breathing room..he assured me a few days of soreness but it's been more than a week and my gums are still swollen..i'm a very unhappy patient!! if i knew it would be sore this long i would have opted for the removal of the whole tooth..i made sure to rinse and guggle my mouth after every meal to prevent an infection..sigh..plz advise , frustrated victim in pain.

all my bags are packed
i'm ready to go

woooohoooooo!!! i'm going back i'm going back i'm going BACK!!!
ready or notttt..here i come!!!

BOO!

2 down & 1 more to go~

down 2 and 1 more to go..i studied so hard for my last 2 papers..that now i have totally no mood at all to study for my last one..but memang preplanned from the beginning that my philo paper i was gonna use bits..hehe..*devil horns* just so happens that philo is my last paper..at leats can relax a bit now d..somemore i'm going back in like 3 days so like..i can't focus let alone study for anything..my mind is just set to go home..food home food homee!! msia here i comeee!!

cannot laaa..i can't study for philo..howww?? even normal classes also i don't know how to study..the only way i score even during majors is by copying..if i DO copy i'm not ashamed to say i do coz i can't study it..not that i nv tried it just doesn't stick in the head..u see studying facts is still possible..studying other ppl's opinions especially when their mentality and mine are totally different a bit the difficult la..somemore Russians..their system is..in lecture watever material u get..swallow and vomit out during exams if u want to score..now for subjects like Biochem or Physio it's still ok coz it's facts..it will never deviate from what it is u know..but for Philo..to memorize other ppl's opinions especially when u can't add your own opinions is quite..not just quite..SO impossible..philo is suppose to be very subjective right?? you are suppose to be free to express your own opinions about a certain topic..right?? u can't be wrong if you can give a sound arguement supporting you opinion right?? WRONG!! as long as it states a in lecture and you write b in exam you are WRONG?! stupid?? right?? RIGHT?? i would be stupid to study for something stupid right?? RIGHT! so then i can justify bringing in beads right? RIGHT!

for those of u who did study for this subject don't get me wrong..i'm not calling you stupid..i'm just trying to make myself feel better copying..somemore this is my 1st time doing it here..i admit in msia i have copied b4 even during normal classes here i do copy BUT never during exams..a bit the scared but now IF i don't copy and no matter how much i try to study i know the chances of me just pasisng the paper quite low..plus i know that like 9/10 of my batch this year copied for this subject..sooooooooooooo..those of u that did study i put u in that 1/10 place oK! but considering my group is the last group to sit for this paper and the previous groups some ppl got caught cheating even more scare dnow coz the chances that teachers will be more alert higher BUT still this is like do or fail! and i don't want to fail coz that would mean coming back next sem with one paper pending..no no no!! i want to enjoy my holidaysss and i am SO going to..soooo..i think i have justified my future actionss..so there! *smirk*

ps..anselm i was so surprised to receive ur comment..didnt realize u visited my blog..*grinning proudly* chewaaaahh! lolz!

absence makes the heart grow fonder but in your presence i fall again..or so i assume! LOLZ! i know i like to assume a lot of stuff but hey! wat's wrong with assuming this?? :P